In General......

In general, I think there are a few issues that need to be brought forth.

So let me go on the same level and dance around the subject at matter.

When people blasphemously call out their so called "Friends", maybe even, "Best Friends", depending on where I stand in your case, I don't know, I think its pretty ridiculous. Well here is a response blog for you. So with that said, I don't know where my friendship will be in the distant future either.

When you spend all of your time trying to keep peace with someone because how they run off at the mouth to their, so called, "Best Friends", always saying, "Well fuck you then" or "Well, if you don't like it, you can get the fuck out of my house" or even this, "Well, I did this, and I don't care what you think about it." Last time I checked, you don't talk to friends like this. Then when someone calls you out about it, you can't see the wrong that you have done, or even more on how you are alienating your relationships with again, your so called, "Best Friends". When your main argument is, "Oh, well you guys do the same thing". Guess what? Your right to an extent. It is all cool to joke with friends and have a good time, but when out of no where you have the gall to talk to, again, your so called, "Best Friends", it the manner mentioned above, it is just uncalled for and show me that your priorities are mixed up.

Here's another thing! To constantly HATE on someone no matter what the circumstances are, has to be one of the worst things you can do. Especially when your hating on something that someone has, that you cannot even compete with? How fucked is that? To HATE on someone in this extent, is straight jealousy. When someone tries to give you props about something, and you twist it to a diss toward that person, and call them egotistical, these are fighting words my friend. Look in the fucking mirror before you throw out some shit like that, whether its a joke or not, or if it was meant that way, it doesn't matter. It was said that way.

I just cannot believe that people can stick their nose where it doesn't belong. Stay out of my personal fucking business, because you don't know the extent of shit, the situation or even for that fact, its not your place to even get an explanation!!!

I have had high hopes for you my friend. I have been there for you for everything. Even been like a little brother to me. But with your actions toward, your so called, "Best Friends", it has me second guessing about even associating with you.

Let me leave you with this my friend!

Think about this. Think about all your birthday parties and who exactly was there for you. Who actually got you something for your birthday. You spend all your time trying to please your lower tier friends. Those friends that show up for 20 minutes and drank the free beer, and those who say their on the way and never show up, that you actually forget who is always there. Who has spent countless nights doing shit just chilling with you, not using you for the parties you have thrown. It really makes me think that you are taking OUR friendship for granted.

I want you to not shrug this off. I want you to take this to heart and hopefully you can build off this and really make a change toward how you treat your, so called, "Best Friends". Because if you do not my friend, you will truly lose the friends that really actually care about you and not use you for shit like the others do.